by fuzoid » Sat Jul 11, 2009 12:06 pm
Jaime.Colombani wrote:I had a N.D.E. I won't talk about it publicly because I won't have it tivialized. Also I've had N.D.E.s in my sleep, I've actually died in my sleep, fought demons in my sleep, went through the 'rapture' in my sleep, fought the devil and his minions during that rapture, fell asleep in my dreams, died in my dreams, went to hell in my dream, and fall off cliffs and high points and actually hit the ground. I don't wake before I hit, I wake on the bounce, it hurts sometimes. Oh yeah, once I was the born anti-Christ in my dream! Had a red star over my position on the planet and everything.
So, if these things interest anyone they may contact me via myspace, or if your registered, my email on this site.
My myspace is:
htttp://www.myspace.com/Jaime_HymeThank you. PS any judgement upon me will be returned 3 fold by The Lord!
Far be it for me to question your experiences. However, I do need to ask, have you ever been declared clinically dead? If not, then none of what you experienced was an NDE. They would have all been dreams. The reason I question whether you actually had an NDE is because the majority do not associate any type of religion with their experience. Non-judgemental spirituality, yes. But no religion. And according to your above description and MySpace page, you are Christian. This in no way demeans any of your dreams. But according to all the literature I've read on the subject, your expectations will influence your experience up to the point of the core experience. And since you obviously have very profound Christian beliefs, it is these beliefs that have influenced your dreams. My advice for whatever it's worth? Do not focus on the negative aspects of your faith as this is what you will experience. Try focusing more on the light and love of God. Focus on the positive and your dreams will change.
Do you mind if I ask what type of church do you attend? During my Christian days, I was a member of a full Gospel charismatic church. Although I really liked the majority of the people that attended, this church always focused on the negative. Meaning the devil (who I no longer believe in), hell, the evils of society, the evils of those who did not believe as they did, etc... So rather than seeing the inherent goodness of people, all they saw were sinners and focued on that. Their outlook was negative and fearful and they failed to recognize they were creating their own hell. Instead they should have been focusing on the positive and helping the community with no expectations of anything in return. It was their religious fear that held them back.
I noticed you make no mention of entering a realm of light and being met by loved ones or a spiritual guide. This alone tells me you may not have experienced an NDE.
You have quite the eclectic taste in music. If you're up to it, check out the music of Neal Morse. He's a co-founder of the progressive rock band, Spock's Beard, but eventually went it alone after becoming a Christian. Although his music style has not changed, his message has. Although I no longer agree with the message, the music is top notch done in the style of Spock's Beard. Enjoy!
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[quote="Jaime.Colombani"]I had a N.D.E. I won't talk about it publicly because I won't have it tivialized. Also I've had N.D.E.s in my sleep, I've actually died in my sleep, fought demons in my sleep, went through the 'rapture' in my sleep, fought the devil and his minions during that rapture, fell asleep in my dreams, died in my dreams, went to hell in my dream, and fall off cliffs and high points and actually hit the ground. I don't wake before I hit, I wake on the bounce, it hurts sometimes. Oh yeah, once I was the born anti-Christ in my dream! Had a red star over my position on the planet and everything.
So, if these things interest anyone they may contact me via myspace, or if your registered, my email on this site.
My myspace is: [url]htttp://www.myspace.com/Jaime_Hyme[/url]
Thank you. PS any judgement upon me will be returned 3 fold by The Lord![/quote]
Far be it for me to question your experiences. However, I do need to ask, have you ever been declared clinically dead? If not, then none of what you experienced was an NDE. They would have all been dreams. The reason I question whether you actually had an NDE is because the majority do not associate any type of religion with their experience. Non-judgemental spirituality, yes. But no religion. And according to your above description and MySpace page, you are Christian. This in no way demeans any of your dreams. But according to all the literature I've read on the subject, your expectations will influence your experience up to the point of the core experience. And since you obviously have very profound Christian beliefs, it is these beliefs that have influenced your dreams. My advice for whatever it's worth? Do not focus on the negative aspects of your faith as this is what you will experience. Try focusing more on the light and love of God. Focus on the positive and your dreams will change.
Do you mind if I ask what type of church do you attend? During my Christian days, I was a member of a full Gospel charismatic church. Although I really liked the majority of the people that attended, this church always focused on the negative. Meaning the devil (who I no longer believe in), hell, the evils of society, the evils of those who did not believe as they did, etc... So rather than seeing the inherent goodness of people, all they saw were sinners and focued on that. Their outlook was negative and fearful and they failed to recognize they were creating their own hell. Instead they should have been focusing on the positive and helping the community with no expectations of anything in return. It was their religious fear that held them back.
I noticed you make no mention of entering a realm of light and being met by loved ones or a spiritual guide. This alone tells me you may not have experienced an NDE.
You have quite the eclectic taste in music. If you're up to it, check out the music of Neal Morse. He's a co-founder of the progressive rock band, Spock's Beard, but eventually went it alone after becoming a Christian. Although his music style has not changed, his message has. Although I no longer agree with the message, the music is top notch done in the style of Spock's Beard. Enjoy!
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