After my previous nde a presence remained with me. It's hard to explain almost like a possession, yet we share the same thoughts. It guided me at first yet i was aware of others around me taking orders from whatever is with me now. It can see what i see as i can it, sometimes like a complicated targeting system zooming in to affect the object in question. Crazy as that sounds it's true that's why i am not afraid of any test [see my post ].
I lived as a small boy in council flats. It was hard times back then and my dad use beat me for no reason and constant verbal abuse. Poor mum, I blame him for pushing her over the edge. I still loved her, she use to protect me best she could. My school days were no better. I was bullied and a nasty lady living below in the flats threatened me saying you Italian bastard don't walk past my door go round the other way or I will hit you. I remember crying in my room someone help me please help me. That's when the others helped me,the women was warned off by my parents. She just got her older son to pick on me saying to a friend if he did for me he wouldn't be punished as harsh as an adult, [the others said to my presence shall we remove her,it said no take the boy it will hurt her far more]. One went in to the house the next day she was giving me yet more abuse and told her son to beat me. I just stared at him he stopped in his tracks turned round went into the house. By the end of the week he died of leukemia. Remember I am 8 years old and they are protecting me; at this time my abilities are developing. I can only use this in self defense or turn someones hate directed at me against them. I don't care if you doubt me, you won't soon. The list is long and this is a shortened version from my book.

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