I am going to open up a dialog with those online on this forum discussion concerning NDE. Although I’ve not had a clinically dead experience, I do bring an experience that I’ll share for those interested. It is a good starting point for interaction. Enjoy.
One night about close to twenty years (I’m very “non time” orientated) or so ago, I was falling asleep. At that point in my life I was re-centering my focus on the Christian doctrine in my usual non-conventional manner. But that I’m meaning self study vs. integration identifiable by a religious body or (for a better way of saying that same thing) any denominational belief structure. So the point being, I was seeking through meditation a deeper understand of scripture at the time of the experience I’m about to tell. That would have to be mentioned as it would have been a part of the history leading to the event.
So, I was falling asleep, when as usual, one feels awareness sinking into a relaxed darkness. (It is my belief that each time we go to sleep we are in fact practicing a form of earthly death.) This time something in my awareness noted that I was moving through this darkness/void. I had an distinct awareness of this motion without any sense relating to occupying (meaning having the usual characteristics of space) or neither any sense of temporal existence. It wasn’t up, nor down, nor left, nor right. There was no point for reference whatsoever. I soon noticed an island (for lack of a better description) that entered my awareness and I moved towards it. I knew that it wasn’t solid land per say, but it was within my awareness, basically what I’d expect to see if it would have been a solid mass. It really manifested out of nothingness and the attraction was it harbored light. (I noted afterwards that as soon as the island appeared for me I became more aware of the prior experienced state as being in fact as a type of darkness.) As it got closer to the boundary, I noticed a fence that was seemingly encircling the island. My sense was that I stopped any further movement and just waited. A person on the other side of the fence walked up and smiled and asked if I was ready yet…? My answer was no… they smiled and said OK… as soon as that happened the island moved away from my relative place which gave me the feeling of falling without motion. I woke up in my bed feeling like an elastic band that just got twanged.
I thought about “the being” that talked to me and I knew that I honestly recognized them as if from the beginning of time. From a Christian perspective, I’d have to say it was the Christ. The question asked was related to not so much to are you ready to die (or leave the world) as it was more so are you ready to spiritually surrender and my answer was that I was not, meaning that I wanted to play in the world further through the eyes and ears of the self proclaimed ego mind (attachment to the illusion). It was a very honest answer. The connection between me and the being was very casual, meaning to the point, no judgments’ nor any right or wrong answer. It was very loving in nature and by definition unconditional. Those qualities were an obvious truth to the experience.
Has this experience changed my life? The answer is yes. I strive myself (at this point) to “being ready”. That journey has taken me some odd 20 years to manifest a committed desire to know the unknown. I truly feel sympathy for the salmon… <smirk>
Anyhow, thanks for reading this!! Hopefully it will spark some conversation...

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